Depreshion is the dampest thing to deal with ........IT BEATS YOU UP SO THAT YOU CAN THAN BBEAT YOUR SELF UP SOME MORE .......I hope you are getting some councoling and sometimes we can't do it on our Owen sometimes we need meds to help ..I don't know what you are doing to help your self but one thing that you could do is stop beating your elf up it doesent help ...I know that ...beat my self up enough ....now I right my self a not on the table of what I want to get done and I see that I feel better if I do even one thing that is on that list a day .....so I don't have to beat my self up so much ......I realy feel for you .....depreshion can be realy hard on us ....it is almost imposible to be motivated that's when we need help so we can start to move forward in our lives no mater how slow we have to be moving forward ...for me I have to get out of the house and go to towen do somthing ....if I stay in I just get more depressed .....I can feel the diferance in a very short time ......I started bu riting things dowen on paper ......and now I am up to getting out of the house ......for me that is a good improvement .......I will keep you in my prayers ......what ever you do don't give up your dream even if it takes you longer to get there .......it will help you in the end getting there ........take care ....god bless

i need to take your advice muskattiger and get out the house jus dont like the locals around here but i know i need to get out. Locals can be so small minded and ignorant jus need not to pay attention to them so much hard to do for me sometimes.

Depressed..... you posted the other day about your exams and you knowing what you needed to do..

I'm sorry. I have a son who is a senior in college who just went through exams.

you knew what you needed to do.. you did... and I get depression.. but you were posting about not being able to study when you knew you had to.. so I am really sorry that you failed the exams.. I just don't know what you need .. You are NOT STUPID!!

You are struggling alot..... I know you are. beating yourself up is only going to make things worse.. Please don't do that... the tests are done.. I hope you can stop beating yourself up and do what you need to do to move on.

Hugs.

LMT

I was very depressed throughout university too.

In my day, there were no antidepressants, there was no Ritalin to keep one focussed.
Have you asked your doctor about either of these?

Doing nothing is not working.

I'm actually really impressed you're even able to understand chemistry and physics.

When I did my finals I struggled in the exact same way, I had the exact same attitude and feeling you describe and I was sure I had failed and felt totalty shit over it. Then the results came back and I had some how passed, so don't get depressed over it all until you get the results back or your just forcing yourself to suffer over something you don't even know the results yet. Even if they come bk you didn't pass it's not the end the world, there are resits or you can decide your not in the right state of health to do it now and come bk to it at a later time in life x

You don't know for sure that you failed so please try not to think negatively until you have a reason to. You blew the tests because you don't believe in yourself and don't think you are deserving of being something or someone that just wants to be happy. Please don't beat yourself up over this. This is an old post that I found so please let me know how you are doing, okay? Hugs GB