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I have moved on to a different anti anxiety medication that works better for me since, but we are all different so I hope this works for you.
Everything I've ever read about the medication has shown it to be a safe.
Wishing you the best <3
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Buspirone
Ask your doctor about this:
"Buspirone was primarily sold under the brand name Buspar.[62][64] Buspar is currently listed as discontinued by the US Federal Drug Administration.[65] In 2010, in response to a citizen petition, the US FDA determined that Buspar was not withdrawn for sale because of reasons of safety or effectiveness.[6"