Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
And today I have realized that because I grew up in a household that could never stop fighting, any kind of disharmony can make me very uncomfortable.
I also realized that I find ways to make myself feel worthless and have even been creative. If I was worthless at least most people I loved wouldn't have been unreasonable.
It's nice to have my boyfriend to talk to. He never complains but I sometimes wonder if I put too much on to him by telling him personal things. I don't want to make him unhappy too. It's a fine line between faking all human interaction and pulling down the mood all the time. But I think I have been improving on walking that line.
Tomorrow is a new day, with new progress.
And it's scary. I still feel alone in this quite often. At the same time I think I share too much. My depression may be one of the main reasons I have been such a disappointment to people. I shouldn't feel ashamed for it. Sharing it is a different story though.