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Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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imiru
imiru

I was doodling in a notebook with a cruddy pen. Just drawing some tattoo designs like I used back in high school and they turned out great.....and I felt horrible. I used to love drawing designs of tattoos when friends would ask. I even wanted to become a tattoo artist when I was first starting out in college but my mom looked down on it and so did my dad. I feel like I've wasted my talents all these years. I'm currently back in school to try and become an elementary teacher but lately I've been wanting to also get an apprenticeship as a tattoo artist. Having both at the same time would be not only hectic but costly. 


I've sat for days thinking on this to the point where my emotions are shutting down from the constant stress of it. I've felt so numb today and still no where closer to making a decision.

Inner-Chaos
Inner-Chaos
I really do wish that I was better at wording things because 90% of the time, what I say comes out wrong. I know that it's a tough choice to make, and also that it's stressful to try and figure out what it is that you really want to do. However, in my personal thoughts and experience, the more you think about it and try to figure it out, the less you want to do either of the things you have to choose from. I wanted to become a tattoo artist myself, I was even given a kit as a gift so that I could start practicing to then take on an apprenticeship. In my case, I decided not to because of people around me. But at the end of the day, I'm positive that the right choice for you will present itself to you in its own time. The only questiom I would ask you, and it's not really a question that I need to hear the answer to or that has to be answered in a near future, but what do you think would make you happy, sleep well at night and proud of youself? I've probably said it before, but if you'd like to talk about this or anything else for that matter, I'd be happy to try my best to be here even if it's just to help with input to figure something out.
Moo0290
Moo0290
It is undeniably hard feeling torn and confused (I am there myself and currently trying to juggle both at the same time, its exhausting working so many hours in a day!).

I think Inner-Chaos phrased it well, in that the choice will present itself to you in time. If you do not enjoy your current study choice at all, then that is a waste of time for you as you are not happy. You need to go down the path that will make you happy, not fit the opinions of those around you. My own family have no interest in mine, and always looked down on it. But sticking to something for others will not bring you happiness.

I hope that you find the right choice for you