Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
Last night I decided to get high as fuck with some friends and the night did not go as planned. Basically i was ditched halfway through the night and ended up just going home. I still don't know if it's the weed but i got hella emotional. All i wanted to do was end my life. Like I dont really play that big of a role in people's lives so I don't think it would hurt them all that much. Plus, they would get over it. Obviously I haven't done anything yet. But I would be lying if I said i wasn't think about hurting myself. I really....just don't want to be here anymore.
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My friend invited me out for lunch at this nice, clean sit-in place, where I got to order a salad of my choice with two chicken toppings out of a wall-mounted variety. I don't remember the name of the place. However, it was a nice experience. Thereafter, we headed down to one of my favorite dessert destinations, the Rocky Mountain Chocolate Factory in McAllen. It had been a while since we just...
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DS, I just have to say that if I did not love my friends here on DS I would be gone in a heart beat! I am at my wits end of losing posts! It seems like the Gateway thing seems to be a you problem. How can we fix it? I always make sure that I am online and signed in before I hit send.Welcoming any suggestions other than the ones that I recieved before.
Firstly, big ups for speaking up! It means there is still hope and I hope this message is the sign you're waiting for.
What is the one thing that could make you completely happy? Like, the ideal place, the day, the people.
If you're able to think of this day, it means that is the appointment you have made with the universe and all things will align for you to get there.
Where you are currently is not your final destination.
I been where you were and are now. To end life isnt true thinking its escape thinking. There are help lines too if you look under help here on DS.