That was yesterday, whatswrong~ How are you feeling today? You are scaring me!

What happened?

Yes your post is very disturbing. I have read other posts by you and had the feelling from them that you were doing pretty good. Am I wrong?
Please see a doctor about what happened to you. Are you taking meds for the depression? Are you seeing a therapist?

How often in your line of work do you tell people to get help? Probably a lot. What about help for yourself?

I'm sorry I forgot about this one after I posted it. I posted in the general catagory a minute ago. Honestly I wonder if I had a mild heart attack or something. if there is such a thing. It's not a good day today for me, but I'm not feeling suicidle. I did for a few minutes earlier when I was alone and crying, but it went away after I applied for another job in another county

Maybe a gall stone attack, whatswrong. I had one of those a few years ago.

When I read about gall stone attacks, the information said "You will think you are having a heart attack."

You need a check up, sweetheart.

do you take seraquil

You need to see a doctor. Worst scenario is a stroke where you live but can't take care of yourself or make decisions.

Maybe I missed something, but you are not telling us WHY you have no regard for life anymore. You are so young and this is truly sad. :-( I have read many of your posts, but just do not get the "why". As I've said, maybe I have missed a lot of your posts. Can you explain why? If not on here, then in a PM??

Please talk to someone. Life is worth living. maybe if you find a job you like it will give you some purpose.

I will pray for you

I know how you feel,I feel the same way every day, I have major medical condition but for some reason God is keeping me here.I think because I tried suicide that, this is my punishment being left on this planet. Every time I go to the cardiologist I am hoping he tells me my heart got worst and I only have a week to live. All my family are dying and I am still here.

Exactly how I feel. Why am I still here ? I think of it a punishment too I keep on waking up..3 weeks after husband passed I was so out of it next thing i know i'm in the psychiatric ward locked up for the entire weekend till That Monday when the Psychiatrist could see me and had to let me go..you see my eldest daughter doesn't overly like me she sees me as someone unstable...the daughter after her is a no forgiveness person My eldest is a son which is where im staying right now due to reasons of major depression due to my husbands lingering illness with COPD. I have to try to get out of this...and get on with it but im so tired...