I can't describe my low. I have no motivation to get up, do my job, engage with my spouse, etc. I have no desire to be intimate. I don't feel worthy and I don't live up to his expectations. I feel like an awful wife. I work from home now, daily. The stress and pressure is still on but throw on top of that covid and stress with my kids. I feel robbed of certain years of their lives that should be fun and enjoyable. They aren't getting those either and I can only hope it won't mentally scar them. I feel trapped, unloved, unappreciated, and just downright shitty.
My anxiety is over flowing I don't know what to do I'm so tired I'm trying to look after my wife who as a broken ankle both of her knees are swollen can not even walk with a frame. I'm doing what I can to help and run the house but I'm finding it difficult to cope my health is bad I just want to sit and cry I'm so fed up.
This is the first time I've ever done anything online this way, but I'm already extremely grateful for the few posts I've read. I'm reminded that this is a difficult time for everyone, not just me, as my thoughts try to convince me. I've been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder for over 20 years and after making big changes in my life, I am experiencing "new" symptoms such as waking with intense...