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dont you hate emotions

princessatmey
princessatmey
dont u hate it when u feel emotions but not no why ur feeling them such as the other day i total picked a fight with my boyfriend twice.
1 was because i was trying to explain to him why am so fucked up but he wasnt listnin an i couldnt explain it right so i was gettin frustrated ( he was actually lisnin 2 me)
and 2 on our 5 month aniversay of being together the 4th of december he went an got a new truck like 500 miles down the road so i never saw him until late and for only an hour or 2. i felt like the truck was more important than me as we always do somrthing on our aniversary. i understand he wanted a truck but me stupid emotions got in the way grrrrr.

maybe it was cause it was my time of the month but actually i never really do get all u no emotional no one notices am on it.. plus i am kinda trying to find a house cause i will be homeless by mid jan long story and alot of stress so i wont bore you with it unless u reallly wanna no.
wow i ranted dunjno if i feel good now didnt sleep last night grrrr
josephxc
josephxc
I can't say much that would help you unless I know more about what's going on so feel free to message me if you want.

I will say though that if your boyfriend chose his truck over his girlfriend on your anniversary, well maybe it's time to find someone better?
deleted_user
deleted_user
You wouldn't be human if you had no emotions, and gord damn it, why the heck can't you feel the way you did, so long as you are over it now, and don't continue to make a habit of it. You sound like a very loving person to me, and that is a fine quality, along with the fact that you are a sweety as well. BTW, how are you coping with all that snow over there?
princessatmey
princessatmey
tank you and yes i lik to think i am a caring person but other may disagre the think am selish but im not im the opsite i put oter befor mysef and i actually became sum one they waneted me t be. an yesi old cold a snow but l survi lol luv the snow
Kook
Kook
I hate when i feel nothing....the zombie, machine like, shark eyes. Thats when trouble starts with me. The drugs, alcohol, all 5 minute gratifications. When im numb i even miss the passion of heartache, I just know.... to get to it....ya gotta get through it.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I used to hide my emotions behind drugs....POT and Crystal Meth....I have a lot of anger issues and trust issues as well....I deal with it as it comes....
deleted_user
deleted_user
What you are going thru sounds alot like me. I feel I "pick" fights too and that if something goes wrong or if he doesnt do what I think then it is because of me. He doesn't care or he doesn't love me enough. Eventually I just became ashamed of my behavior and started seeing help.

I haven't done any drastic changes. Just taking some supplements and talking to a counselor, but it's a step.
koolman
koolman
Gotta let those emotions out, whether anybody wants to hear them or not. If boyfriend tucks tail and runs, beat the hell out of a punching bag and scream them yourself, just to hear them...works for me!
koolman
koolman
Emotions are not the problem. NEGATIVE emotions are the problem. Physical exercise is a fun way to turn negative emotions into positive ones, and a positive outcome (we lose weight and feel great).
princessatmey
princessatmey
yea negative emotions but how to make them positive. i cant sleep. an my parents just think its cause i am up all night