I have been through this. Last year. Its too traumatizing. I cant maintain healthy friendships either. Try distraction yourself via someting fun to watch (for me it were kdramas) and i tried painting along withing. Honestly i agree if your answer to this *you dont feel like doing anything* because its easier said than done. I just want to say is train you brain in believing that you are great being along. One day it will actually believe in that. Also antidepressants help. And try making an online friend first. Because there are no judgments involved i mean whats the worst that can happen. You can get rid if em them anytime. One day you will be strong enough to be happy own your own. Trust me. I am the example. Take small steps.

I have been through this. Last year. Its too traumatizing. I cant maintain healthy friendships either. Try distraction yourself via someting fun to watch (for me it were kdramas) and i tried painting along withing. Honestly i agree if your answer to this *you dont feel like doing anything* because its easier said than done. I just want to say is train you brain in believing that you are great being along. One day it will actually believe in that. Also antidepressants help. And try making an online friend first. Because there are no judgments involved i mean whats the worst that can happen. You can get rid if em them anytime. One day you will be strong enough to be happy own your own. Trust me. I am the example. Take small steps.

I have been through this. Last year. Its too traumatizing. I cant maintain healthy friendships either. Try distraction yourself via someting fun to watch (for me it were kdramas) and i tried painting along withing. Honestly i agree if your answer to this *you dont feel like doing anything* because its easier said than done. I just want to say is train you brain in believing that you are great being along. One day it will actually believe in that. Also antidepressants help. And try making an online friend first. Because there are no judgments involved i mean whats the worst that can happen. You can get rid if em them anytime. One day you will be strong enough to be happy own your own. Trust me. I am the example. Take small steps.

Find a psychologist to help you with your life. Find some kind people to support you. Like a church group.

Hey ccleaver. I know exactly how you feel from wanting to sleep this life away to not being able to maintain a friendship. You are not alone. I know everyone’s situations are different. I (for example) only have 2 people in my life that I can call genuine friends. Everyone else on social media might as well be strangers. You know? That’s how I feel anyway and so that’s why I don’t even post on it probably. Sometimes you just need 1 or 2 friends. To me these 2 friends are greater than 1,000 friends or more. And I’ve know both of them for almost 2 decades. They have seen me at my best but most importantly they have seen me at my absolute worst and they stuck around. I want you to know again you are not alone and if you need anyone to talk to we are all here. And you can always send me a message too if you’d like as well. Take care.

escape sleeping is easy way to avoid the issues....but once you get help with those issues escape sleep seems to stop...

Are you feeling better?

Yeah I quit my job and now looking for a different one. A huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders