Dear Mikail,

Please look at these links below.

http://www.rapturealert.com/doesgodlovemefaq.html

http://www.allaboutlifechallenges.org/does-god-love-me-faq.htm

I hope this can bring comfort to you in your time of doubt.

Please seek immediate professional help if you are seriously thinking about suicide. Call 911, call a crisis hotline or go to the nearest emergency room. Life is an important gift, Mikail.

I sincerely wish you the best. I hope you will continue to keep in touch with us here, on DS. Please check in and let us know how you are doing.

Kindly,
Mira

I keep praying God help me or let me die. So far neither prayer has been answered. Its almost enough to make me an atheist.

Mikail, I wish you could find relief from the turmoil you are in. We must always remember that God hears all of our prayers, and He answers them. Sometimes His answer is "no" or "not now." Other times His answer comes in a way we do not expect, and we need to look carefully for it. We must trust in faith that God is holding us close and giving us the strength and courage we need.

Are you active in a church? Is there a priest or minister you could talk to?

When do you next see your doctor? Do you have a social worker or case manager who could help you arrange transportation to the clubhouse?

I hope things start to look up for you.

I think the reason I can not feel Gods love is because I totally isolate myself. On top of that if I don`t love myself how can I feel God`s love?I have one simple prayer God love me God save me help me or let me die. I do have a blood clot in my leg. One small piece of that clot can enter my lung and I`ll die of a pulmonary embolism. I`ve been depressed so long I`ve lost 6 teeth. Depression can kill without suicide. You basically can lay in bed til your dead.

Well I am here to tell you God Loves you too. Some times it is not the message that we miss but the messenger. God uses others to send his message to us but if we don't open our heart and sprit to the messenger we never get His message. I know what pain is like and I know what wanting to die feels like and it is not a pretty sight. We all have a reason to be here God feel sad when we go before His wish. And that does happen. But sound to me it is time to take a long look in the looking glass and say If God can love me and I know that He does Then i can love my self. Why not ask Him to help you accept the pain and show you a way to love Him more. You might get your answer alot faster.

Everything you said above is true. As long as we are alive, that is a sign that it is God's will for us to be alive. We still have a purpose in this world, something that God needs us to do.

What do you think it is that keeps you from loving yourself? God made you. I believe that all of God's creation is good. Jesus told us to "love your neighbor as you love yourself." Can you love yourself as a part of God's creation?

I will pray for you, that you find peace.

God will not live our lives for us. God loves us all and gave us life to live. He gave that to us. Clean up your living space, then you can decide what you want to do next. The power is yours. God gave it to you. You must do something with it. Get trash bags and put trash in them. Take them out of the trailer so they can be collected and taken away. Then you can decide what you want to do next.

Does God love you?
God is with you and weeps at your turmoil. Perhaps there is a lesson he wants you to learn from your ordeal. Trust in him and pray. Just because he hasn't answered doesn'nt mean he wont. There is a huge difference between no and not yet. Perhaps he is teachcing you patience. I love you as a fllow human being and one of God's children. He is with you and wants you to do something before he does. Listen quietly and hear what he is trying to tell you.
Tom

Every body has there own say on this, so I gess it is up to what you want to believe in the end.

I have only one problem with the theory God loves every human being. Does God love anyone who rapes,sexually abuses or kills a child. Does God love a psychotic killer who gets a sick sense of pleasure torturing and killing other human beings? I am trying to break it down to good and evil and can God love a human being who is pure evil.

Hugs to you. God sent me this song. Hope it helps you.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=58D4elqQqbg

Where do we get to judge who God loves or is worthy of Gods Love. I believe God loves every child he brings in to the world. One of the gifts that God gave us was Free well. The will to choose. Does God love those people who mess up in life. YES and I think that he crys many tears for them. We need to remember that there is always a battle with God and Evil maybe not face to face but man to man. eye to eye, Thought to thought. I feel hurt when these people go out and hurt others.

Because people are mentally sick and to do the things they do they would have to be mentally ill to do it doesn't make them any less than the person who grows up not being able to control any body movements speak see hear. God loves each and every one. Some he is blessed to keep others choose to turn their backs and God will loss. Did God loves them Yes they had till there last breath to ask God to save them and God would have. Why because For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son That WHO SO EVER believeth in Him shall not parish but have everlasting LIFE.

http://www.behindthebadge.net/suicide/index.html

if you or anyone you know is contemplating suicide please please please look at the above website. Your very salvation will depend on what you will learn from it.
God;s love

Thomas808

God is God, and not a magical puppet. He could snap his fingers and make it all go away. But, he has a master plan, and sometime denying you current wish, he sends you to a path to serve his purpose.

Do you know the song "Just as I am"? Well, that is the way God loves us. Just the way we are. You do not have to be perfect in your eyes because you are in his eyes.

And yes, that same grace apply to everyone. If they truly seek God in their hearts.