Come on kid. Hang in there with us. You know you can contact me anytime.

I am sorry to hear you are feeling so much pain in your life right now. No, please do not consider giving up. You are feeling bad right now.. but it is only for now, and it will pass.. you can work at finding how to make that happen for you. I don't know who the one person is that you usually go to is, but it is my opinion that if you are having such strong feelings it is time to talk to a professional about them. That would give you someone who is trained to help you to figure out what steps you need to take to feel better. If you do not have a therapist already, please schedule an appointment with your family doctor who can refer you to a good professional in your area.

Please don't give up.There is no reason or need to.I understand you are in a lot of pain and it can be awful when the one person we usually rely on for support is unsupportive,instead,but there are other places to turn.If you are not feeling that you are making progress with your current therapist,maybe it is time for a change?The same with your medication:about a third of people need to try 3 or more antidepressants before they find the right one or the right combo--maybe it is time to switch meds?And,maybe most importantly,maybe it is time to look to other people to talk to?A school counselor,a friend online here,a friend IRL who you haven't confided in much before,but who you like?People ALL have mood swings--chances are that person you usually turn to WILL come around again,and be there for you.Maybe their own life is currently in some turmoil and so they cannot be there for you or others right now--these things happen.Hold on for a while and try to focus onmaking the changes you can make for yourself,on your own,and do continue to turn to people and friends here for support.But you are the one who NEEDS to want to recover--no one,no matter how close,can instill that desire in you.And it's the one thing you need for sure to make progress--your own desire to get well,that nothing and no one can shake.
I wish you the very best---take good care.

I hate feeling like a danger to my self.

Ilive between the blue bridge and the ambassador Ontario is pretty big. I would like to know if you live near the Lake Supearior Lake Huron.Lake St. Clair. The Detroit River or Lake Erie. Or probably Toronto.

I'm about an hour east of Toronto.

you feel like a danger too yourself...

call a crisis line and tell them how your feeling. or if not go to hospital.

but try to relax. have a nice hot bath. cuddle up under a blanket and watch your fav movie. forget everything for a few hours and concentrate on that. perhaps.

Don't give up, it's just the depression talking. Sometimes we have to go through some painful stuff to get out on the other side. With positive thinking and taking care of yourself, you can get better. So hang in there and keep reaching out to those you love and care about. (((hugs))) and hopefully you can get some in real life too.