I'm so sorry. Her poor family. and friends like you. Suicide is not the answer.

I have suicidal thoughts when my depression gets bad but no one would ever know.. You just get good at looking outwardly happy. I’ve learned that you can never really know what is going on in someone’s head.

You never know! She left this world and we will never know if it is better now for her or not

I can see inside you... I can see the really you....I can see the ugly you... that is me too

Depression is a thinking disorder. The mechanism is still up for debate as to whether it is chemical in nature. Negative thinking is usually at the heart of depression. And people are good at hiding their depression, it’s a personal choice I think. Treatment is available, however most mainstream treatment doesn’t really make a difference for a lot of people. Once you go down the rabbit hole of despair, it is difficult to get yourself out of it, but it is possible. It’s a sad thing when someone takes their own life. Usually those who do are the ones we never knew felt so bad. The inside of a depressed person is just like anyone else, but their thinking is broken, their heart and soul are broken, but ugly? No, just the contents of their thoughts.

Even if you are so depressed that you cannot put your prayers into coherent words, God understands. God hears the cries of your heart and is with you. As Psalm 34:18 says, “The LORD is close to the brokenhearted; He rescues those whose spirits are crushed. Use the Psalms to help you find words to talk to God about your heart. Make Psalm 88 and Psalm 86 your personal prayers to God. Be alert to spiritual warfare. Satan likes to destroy the mind.We must never give up, regardless of how we may feel or how depressed we may get. It is also essential that you rest and eat well and be assured that God will never leave you or forsake you. that is how i hold on. Hugs!!!!

Some people do care. Sometimes I sit on the street in san francisco down town. Some people passes by. They ask me if I am ok. Some people professions is to care for others. Like doctors, nusres, theapists.

She was a decent person, that much I know. I loved her.
I would have helped her, Maybe thats why I feel so bad!!!! If I had known. If I did not isolate myself so much, if I had been more involved in life, maybe I could of helped her! I feel so bad! I just wish I could of helped











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I just wish I could have helped her in some way! I would have been her friend. I would of been her confident, I would of listened.
I could of been more of a friend. If I did not isolate myself so much I could help people I feel like such a failure. I could do more!

I am guilty of not being involved! Its my fault for not being more engaged! I can help people, we all can. We are all guilty of not loving enough.

It is easy to say that suicide is not the answer. (BTW, I think suicide is tragic.)

But please understand that the reason people contemplate suicide is because their pain is so intense, they just want it to stop. They see two paths 1) Continue with unbearable mental anguish where there is no way to solve or stop 2) Stop everything.

Think about if people were torturing you. When would you say that the tortue is so unbearable that you'd want it to stop by having the torturers kill you. I hope no one every experiences this.

People that contemplate suicide are suffering from mental pain and hopelessness so unimaginable that an average person can't contemplate it. Please be sympathetic to how excruciating their life must be even to consider it--way way beyond anything we've experienced.

I'm not proud to say I've thought of it, but there was enough in my life to pull me back. Some don't see anything to pull them back to the a world of constant hurt.

I'm sorry if you blame yourself for a person's suicide. It is a terrible burden, but people's minds work in ways we can't see or contemplate. I'm very sorry for your loss.

Just a few thoughts.