I have been feeling sorry for myself a lot lately. I have a job and I am a minority, and my peers are very racist. They did not show up for a meeting several weeks ago that I hosted. I have to ask numerous times to get any documentation for jobs. They keep failing everything that I am teaching them. I am in pain 24/7 because I feel the hate and discrimination. If I can't find another job, then I work with the discrimination, find a better job, or file for bankruptcy. It is even worse because I have noone to come home to vent with, and I play reruns in my mind about my day over and over again. It is a horrible nightmare and my depression is worse every day. I was never treated this way in the past until this job. I can't cope and I don't know what to do. I hardly do any work at this job for the reason that I was hired and my company takes advantage of my minority status and I get bullied and I have cracked a couple of times already to my boss and she is in shock. I don't know if companies realize that we are human beings and deserve fair treatment and just actions. I have walked away from other jobs, but I have too many bills that stacked up. I will probably lose my apartment and car if I quit. If I did not have to work then my depression level would be zero. I let people get under my skin and bother me. They ask me to do them favors and I never get the thank you or respect. Now, I see me, and I see on the other side an entire company against me. I am searching for a new job, in which I do not have to answer to a supervisor everyday. I can work on my own and not hear the retaliation from my peers. I am going to picture them as gang bangers and not say a word to them until they can respect me.
hey alljust want to say hi. Ive been feeling depressed and anxious about ongoing health problems. I'm having tooth pain and not getting much relief or help from dentitst.The chronic pain and lack of answers is wearing me down.I'm feeling some hopelessness and depression.I also wanted to get the covid vaccine but that ison holeddue to hives and angioedema so i am being referred to an...