Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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Depression and Anxiety Suck!

newlymarried
newlymarried
I have been dealing with this depression and anxiety demon since 1997. I will recover for a few years, then out of nowhere.....an episode will arise. The last major episode was almost 6 years ago, then on July 18th.....a big one hit me. I had to take a leave from work because I was not functionable. My doc keeps telling me it's a chemical imbalance and the new med (Pristiq) will help with it. I am in the best situation of my life.....I recently got married, my daughter is successful and have a great job.......so why did this bug hit me again???? I am puzzled, confused and don't understand why I am depressed. Tomorrow is my first day back to work. I feel like I'm ready.....but I am very scared. Can anyone give me words of encouragement or advise about my situation?
Heidiclark
Heidiclark
No offense to your doctor but of course it's a chemical imbalance! That's what depression is! Anyway, just know you're not going it alone. There are a lot of people with depression who have to face their jobs every day inspite of their illnesses and so they need extra support. Keep talking, reaching out, get some counseling if that helps. Do what you need to do to take care of youself.
newlymarried
newlymarried
Thanks Heideclark! I am so glad I found this support group. I really need to talk to people who understand my struggle. It's hard.....I feel like I am struggling so hard to be normal.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Hello newlymarried,
First of all "normal" is over rated. You are beautiful as you are. "You are a unique work of art crafted by the most talented hands imaginable." This imbalance is simply a small part of an otherwise larger and more complex soul.As Heidi said keep reaching out. You will find much support here. All the best to you for tomorrow. And may the rest of your days be filled with beauty,light,love and happiness.((( Hugs )))