Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I am so hurt and depressed that it is hard to find something to make me happy. There were situations that happened during the week, yesterday and this morning around 3:00 am. I never felt this way and honestly I can not stand it. Too much had went on during the last several years, it is hard to find someone to talk to because they are not available. I have no friends, I have no family nearby and even when I lived near family they used to remind me that they worked, or that they have other things to do and have no time. I tried to call a prayer line. I just do not know what to do. life is diffinately not the same and I wonder would it ever be. We have so many things to be grateful for but because of fear and other emotional stuff, it is not possible it seems. I tried to talk and reason but it does not go anywhere.
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I haven't written in my diary on my computer since May because I thought that my computer was dying. I got away from writing but my computer is hanging in there. I think that I will start writing in it again. It's so therapeutic.
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Years ago, I won a mirrored armoire from my job. It's in my bedroom but I rarely stand in front of it. Yesterday, I had to have a dexascan done so I had to change into a gown. There was a full length mirror in the changing room. I'm aware that I gained 5 to 7 pounds over the last year from cheating on Keto but I didn't know what it looked like. It was a reality check.
I can say that I am in a depression and want out. I can not stand feeling this way anymore.
But we can be friends here on Daily Strength.