Sorry guys.. I just hate this.. We are having fun with ourselves and that is good. But then someone comes on and posts about a tragedy and then it makes me feel so freakin strange.. Like I shouldnt have been having a good time and laughing. I dont know why I feel this way but it makes me just sick to my stomach..

Poor Jada.. aka.. madashell........ she isnt on here a lot but we have been friends for over 2 years.. her dad committed suicide and she found him. Makes me so sick.. We need to send her love and condolences.. Jada.. I am so very sorry for all you have been through in the last couple of years.. I love you..

And then to here Appaininfla is going to quit coming here. I am going to miss him and Im sure you guys will also.. Lets send him some hugs and incouragement please.. Im gonna miss him..

You guys are my rock.. I dont know what I would do without all of you.. My life was shit until I found you guys.. It really is true..

Love and hugs for you all.. Y'Vonne