Try talking to a councillor I hope it gets better for you. Hugs

I'm sorry you're having such a rough time! I hope someone can help you through this. It's hard enough being 16, let alone dealing with depression and anxiety and other issues. Are you on any meds? Do you have a therapist?
Please know we are here to listen and support you. I hope you start to feel better!
Sending hugs and support!!

I am sorry you are having such a hard time right now ....it is always posible to get better ........bu t you need to fight...and push your self ......if you don't have a counclourvor or a phicitrist than you need to go get one as soon as posible abs if you have one than your jobs now is you have to talkas everything has to come out we were not made to keep hurtful things inside and the longer we keep them inside the more they hurt us ....so you need to tell the doctor exactualy how you feel or they can't help you ......and if you think that you are going to hurt your self than it is time to tell your doctor. And put your self in the hospital ..you can go to the hospital befor you talk to your doctor .....I was in the hospital once I made one subside attempt and didn't have one sharp knife in the house and then my son woke up from his nap and I just snapped right out of it ......I never tried again and I never will I will put my self in the hospital first if I though I was that bad ....when I was in the hospital they gave me ect and it was a life saver for me I was going dowen to far to fast that I'd ware I learned I had to talk if I wanted to get better. .....if you had a broken leag you wouldn't think twice of going to the hospital .....well we have a problem with our brain and some times we need to go to the hospital. and get it fixed and go to phicatrist S ........i have found for me that pills won't do it on there Owen I have to work to at getting better Take care of your self. God bless

Things can and will get better for you! Try and think about how far you have already come and maybe focus more on your schoolwork and professional goals rather than the social life right now. I know that this is much easier said than done though! But I do understand, and in dealing with my own depression and talking to others about it I am realizing that there are those who just struggle in fleeting moments and then there are those of us who need the help of medication. There's nothing wrong with this though, it is just like needing medication for high blood pressure or any other condition. I'm hopeful for myself and you too that the right treatment WILL help to turn things around. If you are not already, maybe you should talk with a counselor and get professional opinions on medications or medication changes, if you do take them and they are not working for you right now. Just please know that you are not alone and that we do all hope for you to have a healthy and HAPPY future. You are already enrolled in what sounds to be like a wonderful program that I'm sure a lot of us have never experienced, I know I haven't. Plus, you said that you have attempted to end things before. Though that is not a celebratory thing in itself, I think it is definitely something to celebrate that you overcame that and moved your life in a positive direction SINCE then. You can do it! Just keep hoping and believing and please try and get some help. Don't keep your feelings away from those who CAN help you. Be proud of what you've already accomplished and I know things will improve for you. I'm praying for you and please, send me a message anytime you need to. I hope to see more posts from you soon, future graduate :-) You can do this!!!

PS if you have an emergency though, please contact a hotline or crisis center.

Machines function -- humans try to operate around a society which has expectations that some of us really can't fulfill.

If you are preoccupied with your thoughts and your inner world, it will make it hard for you to operate out in the world.

How well do I know this and I am trying to do more living rather than this processing of an inner pain which is way bigger that I could ever explain.

Firstly do get some help.
Secondly -- try to be kind to yourself if it's only eating healthy or trying to do relaxation exercises or seeking comfort (hopefully in a healthy way) even drinking water can be an act of kindness.

I wish you the best and from personal experience I will say it doesn't get easier but it does get better with counseling and with being as loving to yourself and true to yourself as you can be.