I hope that you feel better!! what's wrong? what's causing you to feel this way? you can contact me if you want to talk!! hope you feel better hun!! life does get better!!

I attempted the 3rd of November & came from the hospital yesterday. It was my third attempt. I really suggest you don't do it. Thinking about it & then doing it is a big difference. Depression is depression, it is grueling & drags on & on. I would know this big time. But being suicidal, even when it's a few days or weeks like in my case right before I attempted, I tried everything I could to get better. I told my mom not to leave me alone, she's a great support system. I called a suicide hotline. I went on a bunch of different crisis chats online trying to vent & talk about my issues to try & get this darkness out of me. I really tried almost everything. I posted a topic here explaining my whole story & being suicidal so I've been in your shoes exactly too. I talked to a lot of people on here that were going through or had went through the same thing & the feeling was so chronic & powerful that I ended up attempting anyway. In fact, it got me worse because I felt like nothing was working now & I felt empty & like things were going to be a neverending cycle of unhappiness. I was in a really rough place. But my point is, after going to both the hospital to clean my stomach & the psych ward to get mental help, I had to go through the process of recovery in a few days & it was a hard spot to be in. Once you get to that point you realize that you have no way to go but up. & It helps you accept things quicker.

I really wish you the best. You could definitely talk to me about your feelings & I'll be there to listen because I've just gone through what you did to a very serve level & I know only others & changing your mind mostly, other people talking to you, helping you can help you to see things differently with more hope & possibility. I just hope you realize that you have a source in me if you seriously want to talk about things & you really need the help. Don't hesitate to ask.

Feel better & you're in my prayers.

Me too. You can talk to me if you want. I hope you feel better soon.

Add me as another person you can talk to if you need it.

Have you reached out to talk about the issues you are dealing with right now? It's hard to get better when your'e dealing with it all alone. Are you taking medication? Do you have a therapist? Please keep talking and let us know how we can support you here at DS. This is a very good group of people who are all here battling the same condition. We help each other and can help get you through this hard time too. Please keep coming back and let us help.