Can you guys believe that someone would send me this???







Subject: stop focusing on yourself
I hve been though hell and back and I have been abised by my dad and I have had a life of hell. I becasue a chrstian in 2005 and have not looked back since althout it is still a struggle life but not as bad. Look at all the inocent babies all over the world who go to bed without food, poor countries that have no roof and nobody to love them. Look at all the people out there dying of cancer in pain aids patients, homless. and you sit there and complin abount one person that hurt you? he is not worth it get over it no offence. There is people out there much worse than you. You need to to go a homeless shelter and see how these people really hurt as they have no home, food etc. stop feeling sorry for yourself and get on with it. If you do commit suicide it is murder and hell does await. as you cannot repent when you are dead. People who commit suicide are trying to get out of life the easy way, and peoplw who do that are week and gutless. You need to stand your ground and say well I am oly 21 and there is the rest of my life to live. forget men for now you are not ready to move on and you will end up hurting that person, as you have too much baggage. I was 21 when I men the dad of my first 2 kids and I am not with him, and did not know how to love at that age as he was not the right person for me. I am 39 and have been through more than you. I was blinded by my dad at 8 years of age in my right eye, and Jesus healed my sight a few days later. I have had my head pucned in I have been strangeled I have been though hell. But I do not focus on the past as that is buried and gone. You are young and it was obvious you had met the wrong person. so what move on, and meeting the wrong person is not the end of the world. I have met many wrong wretches in life and I look back now and think why did I do that with them. well I have moved on and so have they and you should too. YOu need to have strenghth not be a week gutles person, and you can only get strength from God. YOu get not becasue you ask not. and you did not consult God about that person you just went of in your own way and did things in your own way and paid for it. I do not do anything without taking things to God now, and it is so much better when I do as he answers my prayers. Take things to God and take the focus of yourself.It is not about you.