I know what you mean. Sometimes it feels like the harder we try to face our problems the worse they get, I don't know why.

You can't give up. I don't know the exact details of your situation but use your frustrations as motivation. Make life your bitch.

Weight loss is something that you can accomplish through exercise. It is a hard road to follow but another benefit of it is that it releases chemicals in your body that naturally lift your mood as well.

As far as physical looks go reguardless of how attractive or unattractive you are there are people just like you out there somewhere. They might not be easy to find but if they are the right person for you they will love you for what's inside anyways, not because of how you look. It sounds cliche but it's true. Try online dating if you feel like there is no other solution left.

Don't give up hope, even in your darkest hour. Find a way to keep moving forward.

You may feel alone but you're not.You are so brave and strong to keep enduring so much.I don't know your limitations so I can't be specific. But my gut tells me that you should be getting some professional help if you haven't already gone that route.Try if at all possible to look for victories on a minute by minute basis. You get some rest and wake up refreshed victory. You get your shoes on in the morning and face the day victory. And so on and so forth. If my prayers and best wishes are any help you have them. Try to get your head up "Kid".

Wake up every morning, look in the mirror and say that today is going to be a good day! Write it on the mirror if that helps remind you. I placed a list of daily affirmations on my mirror, that remind me of why I am here, for who and who I am going to be that day. It sounds funny but it helps reprogram the brain into saying that you are ok. I am going thru a tough time too, just found out that we need to make a family decision tomorrow on whether or not to pull the plug on my 47 year old aunt.

People are mean cruel and vindictive, set your boundaries! Stand up for yourself and remember its your life, grab it by the horns and tell it what you are going to do!! Hang in there!!

I am so sorry that you are so ill. You seem like a fighter so don't give up. I had one baby and after that I could not have anymore. It hurts. As for family, I think I know what you mean. Mine is not the greatest in the world. No matter what you say, your wrong, it is because you are mentally challenged. Take care of you, let your family stay in their confusion if that is what they want. But you have the option to go to another room, take a walk, anything, just stay out of their way.. I see your picture, and you are not ugly nor are you wearing this big sign on you saying you are depressed. Get out, get some sun and take care of you.