Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
A big part of my depression has always been the absence of my father. He didn't really abandon me, but of course, my whole life I have felt that way, and my emotionally/verbally abusive mother has always tried to put things in my head.
A few days ago (Augst 8th) I spent the day with him for the first time in 3 years. I found out a lot of things that nobody ever cared to tell me and had an amazing time. There's never been a time in my life where I've resented my father, and I still don't.
However, I've been struggling because he's sick. He tried to make it seem like it wasn't serious and that he isn't scared so I shouldn't be either, but I have an understanding of his diagnosis and it could be serious depending on the severity... He gave me all of his important items (photos, certificates, old baseball jersey, etc) and said it was because if anything were to happen, he wants somebody to have them.
He made sure that he told me if anything happens, he's proud of me and knows I'll be successful in life. Obviously, I knew that one day my father would pass, but I always prayed that I could get to a point where I could spend more time with him or see him whenever I wanted first. I don't think I'm ready to lose my father. Everything I do is for him and I could not imagine what I'd do without him.
Sorry that this was long, but the point is I'm really stressing and struggling and would appreciate all the prayer that you can offer.
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