I kind of understand that. I have server mental illness since I was born. Always feel bored depress. Have nothing to say in social stiuations. Have obsesive thinking.

I feel all those things too. All i can say is treat yourself well. Try to rest when you can. Try to eat well balanced foods, not like the two bowls of icecream i had for dinner. Fresh air, drink enough water, and be kind to yourself.

Say there's 2 stocks, GE and Ford, you think GE will go up. Now I understand that people can misjudge a stock or the overall market. But if you're right, why wouldn't you simply do what you think is correct. I can appreciate someone who can figure things out.

But apparently you all know what is right, what will help make your lives better, but you don't do it, and I don't understand why and why you'd choose depression instead. After seeming 6 decades of happiness my wife is now depressed and I ask her the same question.

You know what you're supposed to do, exercise, go outside, read, have positive thoughts, meditate, be present-centered, but you somehow choose the opposite. If someone liked pizza why wouldn't they order it, and if they say ordered lamb chops which they don't like, why would you be perplexed.