ok so along long time ago i was the victim of bullys everyday of my school life, i was the nerdy different uncoordinated kid, there was one kid who used to physically do things to me, and cause me alot of pain and fear, when i sw him, He played football, and one day in Gym class, he put on his football helmet and tackled me, helmet right in the gut i flew across the gym and ended up embedded in a locker. anyhow, thats just one example and one of the worse physical. ones, that i endured, anyhow so the other day a few weeks ago i got into a conversation on facebook, with a girl i went to school with and we started talking about bullies, and how she was emotionall bulllied by the same guy that used to physically abuse me.

now heres were my story goes dark. i have outgrown my days of being bullyed, i turned it all around and used that to make myself a stronger person, and now i dont let anyone push me around, i stick up for the little guy and i dont let them get bullyed, my daughter has aspergers and because she is different, she gets bullyed, i am trying to work with her to make her stronger. but i cant do it anymore why??

go back to my facebook conversation, the next day i get a message f rom that girl, she said that she was facebook friends with that bully kid, anyhow next day she gets a sincere apologetic email from him apologizing for everything he did to her. granted i know sometimes emotional abuse leaves deeper scars that physical but i got nothing, and ever since then i lost my dont take shit attitude, i feel like i am back in high school or should i say how i felt back then,

Sorry this is so long, just ranting on and on. anyhow, has anyone ever experienced this where something made you revert back to how you were when you were being bullyed, its causing me a great amount of depression