Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
So my little/big friend is back again, and by friend i mean my depression.. Its so hard living with the struggle. The struggle of life and the struggle of getting up in the morning, or being motivated, or anything. When things finally look good again in my life THIS happenes. I just started another semester of college and i was actually excited anout this one but NOPE depression was all like that wont happen.... All I relive is that night three years ago. Every time I think Ive gotten past this it always finds a way to creep back up....... IM JUST SO DONE!!!!! No matter what i do to get better or better myself it crashed down. Im almost to the point where i want to cut again...... Yeah after being 6 months free im relapsed in november. So now im 2 months clean and i want to do it all over again.... Im so alone ;(
I have been in the grip of depression all day, so I empathize with you. I used to cut when i was younger, than stopped for decades but recently had a single time relapse so I understand the urges. and I understand the awful feelings that follow after you give in to it, so if you can fight off the urge you will definitely better than having those after cut feelings tearing away at your self esteem later tonight and for days to come.
hang in there triple hugs