I have nightmares. I have PTSD and the nightmares are just a normal part of my life. There was a time where they really got to me. I use to wake up screaming and fight to realized that it was just a nightmare. With therapy and alot of personal hard work, the nightmares still happen, but I can blow them off and go back to sleep as if it was just a leg twitch or something. Once in a while I will have a nightmare spree I cant control my reactions to, but even then, its just not that important to me like it use to. The less I invest in them and more into me staying emotionally healthy, the better I am.

What do you do to help yourself manage your nightmares and reactions?

Keep posting here, talk things out.

Nothing. People cant believe but some terrible people do feel guilt about what they have done.
It doesnt matter how many times someone tries to make excuses for what you did.
I still believe in death penalty.

I thought of what to do. Best thing for me to do is accept i will be harassed.

Most of my nightmares are the kind that occur
when I am awake. They really happen. It's very
hard to deal with. Hope you feel better soon.

Harassment is not healthy, why would you accept it happening to you?

I have nightmares all the time too. I have always been a vivid dreamer & remember most of them. I have been murdered in every way imaginable in my nightmares. The most recent was demons were trying to get me, their arms were reaching out of the mattress. I could feel my body being levitated out of their reach. I was yelling "God is Greater" the whole time, & believe God saved me in the dream. The more I pray before bedtime, the tamer my dreams are. Ask God to guard your dreams before you go to sleep, it helps!

I have had some pretty scary nightmares. I would wake up screaming or just scream while I was still asleep. I think one reason I don't sleep well is because I am scared I will have a dream. I hope they go away for you soon. Mine has calmed down a bit. Of course, like I said, I don't sleep all night.

Harassment i am getting i deserve. I have no one to blame but myself. I made people into monsters. This is the hell i deserve. It is hard to believe but some people feel bad about what they do.

Why would you think that you deserve to be harassed ?