I dont know you in order to be tired of you hon. One thing I do know is that people and friends you may have here dont tire easy when we are in need. Hang in there....you will get some good days that will last.

they are my old school counselors and i know they are not not my "friends" but i was so close to them, i had lunch with one, and i always visit another one and she's so happy to see me and stuff...the other one i know why she doesnt email as much so i dont worry about that but just one. i askd her if she was mad and she said no way!

maybe she went on vacation?...but yea i am so close with them...there not my counselors anymore cuz they found other jobs best suited for them..and i went to hs so my ms counselor is at the ms...yea...but i have you guys here so i dont think about it as much except on my bad days.

Hi Itz,
One of the hardest things to do sometimes is open up and be honest.
This is what creates the emotions your going through.
Its hard to trust anyone I know, but needs must. To find a cure or even understand why, you have to be strong, you have to be truthful, its the only way people can help, they need to understand why and so do you.

Please dont ever feel your too much trouble, your far from it..

Remember where we are, support is everything.
Just look at the replies. You are a big part of this community, part of the family..

Thinking of you.


Andy

Awwwwww!!!!!! :)

thank you soooo much! i really appreciate it!! im gonna try soo hard to be honest and tell the whole story and stop sugar coating...xoxox

I'm rooting for you too by the way...
It's ok if things get confusing at times..just take advice from your counsellors..if you believe in them and talk to your parents and go from there...
Things will get better..
Good luck friend.

Your family is wrong about you being weak. It takes a lot of strength to admit that you need help with problems in your life. Please do talk openly with your psychiatrist. S/he will not think you are weak either. The more honest you are, the more effective a therapist can be.
Psychiatrists also do not think their patients are crazy.

I'm really happy that your father is helping your get therapy. Your mood diary is a great step.

We worry about you when we don't hear from you. We are not tired of you or mad at you.

no way! i've seen some posts of yours and im definately not tired of you :) message me any time and il do my best to reply quick!! xx

glad you havent hurt yourself for a few weeks - it can be so hard to stop doing that , so well done there xx it takes effort.

you are feeling rage - best to get it out on paper, drawing, painting, writing....just get it OUT THERE, ya know? journal it on here too, then you can get replies which is nice and helpful usually.

but the main thing is not letting it all build up inside of you, becuase that is not good.

can you find other counsellors...? x

yea i have 2 at school i started tlking to one cuz the other one got on my nerves! lol always puting the way i feel on me and tell me to get over things, i always felt worse wen i tlkd to her...yea ive been journaling alot of things! recently my abuse then the rest are just poems and stuff

I'm certainly not tired of you! You seem to have a wonderful sense of humor and awareness about yourself that you share with us and it gives me hope. If you can get through all you're going through, at your age with little support, surely I can get through what's going on with me.

You are absolutely NOT weak or you wouldn't be asking for help (to paraphrase some of the other responses)...and yeah, if there is ANYONE you should be able to pour your heart out to and tell them what is really wrong, it's your psychiatrist/therapist/support group! I have cried out to all of mine recently and they have listened...and I'm working on getting what I need. It takes time and of course you have to follow through on your part but I have no doubt you will be able to do just that.

Good luck and pop in here now and again to keep us posted, if you can't come regularly, OK? (((BIG HUGS)))

ok! thanks you so much mom! i will keep u posted usually im on everyday and post wen i need to talk or if i let things bubble over

No, I am not tired of you. You make sense when you post, and that is fresh air in the sometimes stale atmosphere of the main depression board.

**Two Gentle Huggz**

Tomorrow is a better day!!!

HUGss