Feeling strange right now, as if I am bothersome or I annoy people - or am unliked. Which is nothing new really because I often feel like that when it comes to my family - whenever I call home it seems as if I am always calling when people are busy, or tired, or walking out the door, or they just don't answer at all and then never call back. And I would understand this if I called and boo-hooded about my life, but no one back home even knows about my depression and treatment other than my mom. When I call home, I not calling to cry or complain. I just want to feel a connection to the people that I love. And now I am feeling this way at work. And I have to remind myself that most people probably do not take notice of me. But I get paranoid that the people around me think I am strange, or stupid, and that they would rather not interact with me. Is this my depression/anxiety, or another issue all together? Anyone else dealt with/dealing with this? Any suggestions?
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