I often wonder what I have done wrong. I Know my mother is an alcoholic that drinks everyday. She causes trouble in all of our lives. One of my sisters lives with her but complains about her. She puts down all her kids there are 5 of us ranging from in 30' s to 50's. I want nothing more than for us all to be civil with each other. But everyone steps over bounderies hurts each other. That Mom applauds she seems to like when we don't get along depending on which of her kids she gets along with at time. My brother in 30's writes out our family business for everyone to see on Facebook. I try to be positive but it's hard because our whole family just runs each other down instead of trying to help each other. I just try to move on and stay away from them. But it's hard when the publish the family business on Facebook. I don't know . what to do recently my father asked me to talk to my suicidal sister. I did. I did not want to push her over edge. So I treated her with kid gloves. But she put blame on me why we haven't talked in years. I told her that she said her counselor said she can choose who she wants in her life and she stayed away and I did the same. She and my other sister think nothing of crossing bounderies. My other sister hit on my boyfriend that I have been with over 10 and half years. Took him 2 years when she came over she grabbed him in a private spot. He never wanted me to say anything. I jokingly said to him she was grabbing for his wallet as she only cares about money. I start to think it's me . Why do people I used to show love to do nothing but lie, cheat, steal from your own family. I would never do those things even to an enemy.