OMGosh...yes, they are things that happen, but to me that sounds like a great deal of loss in a short period of time. Wow. Wishing I could offer something wise, but just offering hugs

that is a lot of Los in five years ...especualy if you have a hard time with loss ...what is happening is that each loss is pilling up on top of each other making it biger and more painfull with each loss ....you have not compleatly greaved and axcepted each loss ...separately and they have tangled them selves together ....so you grive them all together ...and with each new loss you feel the others comming to the surface ........that is hard to deal with .......you ...need to talk ...every hurt that has ever hurt you needes to come out ....in some way ...in a jurnal to your counclor that would be best ......we can't heal if we can't let it out ....you sound tired ...the world isent turning away ..but I can understand why you feel it is ...........since you are away from your suport group it is very important you stay here ...ware you have suport and understanding ........if you can try and chang your thinking .....just a little at a time ...when you think of your mother and your father ..instead of thinking of the pain ....when that comes ...think about a time when you laughed together ......try to rember as many de tales as you can .......don't worry if it doesent come right away it will .......this will help you grive and get in touch with the love ...you had for each other .......and rember they have only gone home .....and when it is your turne you will go home and see them there .....you can pray to them if you pray ...or just talk to them ....your animals will be there to .....I am very sorry about the loss of your best friend ..the one you loved so deaply .........but now is the time to think of your self and what is best for you ....you made a big move ..and I know you dident do it lightly ........so you are moving forward that is a good thing .....new job ..a nother good thing ...moving forward .....you are going into a new energy .....let it ..bring you along ...into your future .....take time to notise what is good .......around you what ever that might be ....a bird a tree .....a flower and sit in this energy ......every chance you get ..look for these opertunities .....it will help south your heart .......if you need some one I am only a mesage away .....take good care of your self ..be kind to your self ......God bless ..

Thanks. I was getting counseling where I worked..and it was free. It helped quite a bit. But of course, I couldnt take my counselor with me when I moved, lol.
It's been a rough 5 years. It's better than it was, though-for the most part.. Kind of a 2 steps forward, one step back thing.

at least you are moving forward ..that's somthing ...I will keep you in my prayers ....take care ...God bless

I am really sorry for all of your losses. It's no wonder you have a hard time dealing with loss when you've dealt with so many major losses in such a short amount of time. I really hope life begins to look up for you.