Depression Support Group
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I NEED to go back to work...but I can't ....
I have all these stupid feelings of guilt and shame (see earlier post) that I can find the strength to even look and see if I am eligible to go back to work much less face my supervisors with the same ole tired excuses that I made mistakes and bad choices that led to my health issues.
after my first dr. visit, the doc was kind enough to give a break from work and I was to return to work and school on the 30th of April...I let everyone know that and then I go so freaking sick, that I had to force myself to go to class and take my finals...and that took everything I had...I couldn't go to work...I couldn't check my emails...I couldn't talk to no one...and I just fell into this never-ending pit of failure...and now I don't know how to even try to go back to work....clearly I am my own worst enemy and there is no reason for them to want me back...and I probably don't even qualify to go back because I know I FAILED all the classes I was taking.
SO!...in addition to resolving these feelings of guilt and shame...I need to figure out what to do about work or money...I need to go to work but I can't so now what do I do?
I am so FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have all these stupid feelings of guilt and shame (see earlier post) that I can find the strength to even look and see if I am eligible to go back to work much less face my supervisors with the same ole tired excuses that I made mistakes and bad choices that led to my health issues.
after my first dr. visit, the doc was kind enough to give a break from work and I was to return to work and school on the 30th of April...I let everyone know that and then I go so freaking sick, that I had to force myself to go to class and take my finals...and that took everything I had...I couldn't go to work...I couldn't check my emails...I couldn't talk to no one...and I just fell into this never-ending pit of failure...and now I don't know how to even try to go back to work....clearly I am my own worst enemy and there is no reason for them to want me back...and I probably don't even qualify to go back because I know I FAILED all the classes I was taking.
SO!...in addition to resolving these feelings of guilt and shame...I need to figure out what to do about work or money...I need to go to work but I can't so now what do I do?
I am so FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need to go back to work...I really need to go back to work....repeat....
I just can't find the motivation to go and check my status....to go check my email....to ask my supervisors if I can even go back to work....I need money, we all do!...but money just doesn't motivate to pursue it....I don't like asking for money...I just don't want to do anything.....
GOD....help me please...I NEED TO GO BACK TO WORK AND I JUT CAN"T DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!