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Well, about an hour and a half ill be on the job interview. Im nervous, didnt sleep well and threw up 3 times. Im feeling vulnerable.
Im thinking about declaring to my girl that i feel like a loser. That i dont have money to even take her out. Shes been through alot and she derserves the best. Right now the best doesnt include me. Im falling in love with her and dont want to lose her but i cant go on pretending everythings ok.
I am in full blown recovery mode. From addictions, depression and monetary suffering. Im hitting a bottom here and it hurts.
Here is the true test of my mental stability. Ive been off my meds for 3 months and now here we go with the first round of lifes setbacks.
Oh how i can remember the days when i had money in the bank, working 6 days a week, waiting to cash 3 paychecks cause i didnt have the time.
Giving up is not an option,...i set my truths up on the table for me and the universe to see. I told god im willing to go through what it takes to get a better life. I hope he has mercy.
Im thinking about declaring to my girl that i feel like a loser. That i dont have money to even take her out. Shes been through alot and she derserves the best. Right now the best doesnt include me. Im falling in love with her and dont want to lose her but i cant go on pretending everythings ok.
I am in full blown recovery mode. From addictions, depression and monetary suffering. Im hitting a bottom here and it hurts.
Here is the true test of my mental stability. Ive been off my meds for 3 months and now here we go with the first round of lifes setbacks.
Oh how i can remember the days when i had money in the bank, working 6 days a week, waiting to cash 3 paychecks cause i didnt have the time.
Giving up is not an option,...i set my truths up on the table for me and the universe to see. I told god im willing to go through what it takes to get a better life. I hope he has mercy.
The best does include you......Love is the best thing you can give her and for her to receive.
The universe will see all the goodness in you. I am so proud of you.
You are a very caring, supportive and insightful person.
I could feel the energy while i was in there. I have no doubt it was from you guys.
Sorry things are tough for you right now, but it will get better. Change is the only constant.
Your girl must be special and beautiful. I'm sure she doesn't love you for your money. You are enough, more than enough. Money doesn't make anyone happy. Love is a beautiful gift; don't take that away from her. Voice your concerns if it makes you feel better, get everything out in the open. But she is a grown woman (I assume) and capable of making her own decisions and loves you for the beautiful person you are, not your pocketbook.
Good luck and many hugs
You know, even if it's a crap job (there is always pride in a job well done, I think, no matter how lowly the position...just my opinion), it is a job, and everything I've read and seen on TV about the economy says that having a job, even a very low-paying, part time job, boosts your chaces of landing another one.
Huge congratulations on getting through the interview...talk about stress!
Hugs