I seem to stay depressed ALL the time and can't seem to get myself out of bed. I was determined to go to church yesterday and slept. All I do is sleep. I don't clean my house like I should. I feel so Lazy. I feel like nothing matters anymore. I can't work a job. Been fired from 3. On a job now where I can't work but 3 or 4 days a week and probably lose this one. I feel I let my kids down every day by not being there for them. I just got out of the hospital after attempting suicide but bailed out and called 911 because I couldn't hurt my kids that way. Things just seem to stay the same. May have to file bankruptcy bills are getting too much for me. I just feel like a failure. Anyone else been in my shoes? Please help.
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