Sorry you are feeling this way. Almost everyone in this group are lonely depressed and and have many other issues. You can post on this site anytime and there will be people ready to listen and offer support. I struggle with depression and anxiety, You mentioned that you are taking medication. Are you seeing a therapist or a counselor? If you are not seeing a therapist or a counselor, I would recommend that you talk to your doctor about the possibility of getting into therapy. I am a good listener if you need to talk, message me.

Uncork the bottle.....

Have you ever tried Journaling? Just writing down all the crap that's in your head, so you don't always feel so bottled up, so your head feels lighter and not so stuffy? No formal writing, just unloading words and phrases and sentences and stuff onto paper and getting it out of your head. Some people keep them, some people write all the crap down and then burn the pages, signifying that act of letting go....

I'm a keeper, I've got hundreds of Journals in boxes...probably scare the hell out of myself if I ever read them, but it's stuff that no longer takes up real estate in my head. Maybe give it a try, can't hurt anything, right? It's easier than picking up all the exploded pieces every time your head gets clogged and you blow.....

Take care,
Kat

Thanks guys! I haven't talked to the doctor yet, and ive tried setting things down. I actually have many notes in my phone but it just doesn't help.

Life is a struggle at times for all people, however, there are so many wonderful people and things to enjoy it makes the struggle worthwhile. Try making a list of all the positive things in your life. Write down the things that are troubling you and the burn them( some place safe). I keep my stability and joy for living by praying daily. It works.