you are in a bad space .............i feel so much pain here ..........do you have a councelor or a phycitrist .if you dont then you need to go and get one right away ..............and if you are not on meds you need to be ..if you are on meds than they need to be adjusted there is no need for you to have to be feeling this bad there is help out there .......you might want to go to the hispital especualy if it gets eney worse i hope that you will go in ..............i have been in the hospital because of depreshion i was realy in a bad way it saved my life going into hospital and they gave me ect that was life saving for me ..................i am on meds and doing much better i now have a life with out the pills i would be ware you are ..................you dont have to accept this way of living there is help to give you back a life you can have joy in please go for help ..............i am here for you ..........i will keep you in my prayers ..............god bless

I understand what you are going through. I feel the same thing now. I am only 17 and I am forced to deal with it. I am considered the girl who has the disease at school and I am shot with dirty looks and insults. I am called a whore because of being me. My family doesn't understand or the people I call friends. My boyfriend gets mad if I start having one of my depression attacks. They get mad at me for what I am trying to do right. I feel worse and worse everyday and I am the reason to blame for all the of the problems the people I know have to deal with.

I know how you feel currently. The constant crying and random attacks, I can't deal with anymore. It's too much emotional strain for me to handle anymore. I wish I could wish it away for the both of us.... But you do need to seek help, but I also know that I can give you as much advice as I want, but the only person who can do the changing is you. However, you will continue to feel this way if you don't seek out help. For me, talking to a councelor has been extremely beneficial to me. I have gone through my whole life isolating myself and bottling my feelings up to try and cope with them myself, which in turn only hurt myself more because you can only deal with so much. Please, seek help. I don't want to see you hurt..

My thoughts and prayers are with you. Its a tough place to come out of but you can get through this . You have the choice to get up and do something. I hope you have a counselor or something to help you. I have been where your at and we use just as much energy if not more to stay there when we can move on and do something else to distract us one more time or one more day. Hang in there. I know easier said than done.

I know how you feel, in a deep dark hole with no light getting through.
Please hold on. I know it feels impossible with so much pain. Do you have a doctor or a therapist? Do you take any meds? You can always go to the hospital, I know these sound like trite suggestions when the pain is so bad. I've been where you are, and meds helped me, I wish I could give you better answers, take the pain away. Keep reaching out, we are here to support you on this dark journey, Things can improve, just hold on. I'll be thinking of you. Big Hugs