Has become a pretty depressing thing. Out of work due to COVID lockdowns but finances are OK for now. Our planned retirement however is on hold. As i was suppose to semi-retire not suddenly become out of work. My best years with all my hobbies, personal accomplishments , enjoyment are behind me. In some cases I'll never competently participate in that hobby again such as tennis. It danwed on me yesterday after a bad day in the woods that it's really been years since I have accomplished much of anything in my personal life and really don't find much pleasure in it on a regular basis. Most of my accomplishments since my happyiness if you will was work related, now that's gone at least for now. I can't seem to make anything good happen anymore.About 7 years ago I was on top of the world but I injured a knee , lost a daughter and the spiral began.
I haven't been here in a while but I thought it might be a decent place to turn to find .. I don't know what.. advise? Maybe more like understanding. I do not like being this down but it's a different form of depression then when I was younger. When there was time to erase my mistakes+, succeed next week, next year, etc.
Also this year has been so frustrating in general! The lockdowns stuff, the bad info out there, the polarized country, people's lives on hold. I was pretty overwhelmed yesterday and hangin in today.
I thought it would be nice to get together for brunch before the holiday. We've got coffee, tea, all sorts of fruit and desserts. All of course have no calories or sugar. Stop by and chat with us for a while. Tell us your plans or lack of plans because of covid-19. Not one person will get sick from this gathering!Covid is very bad here and I have no family here anyway, so mine will be very...