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didnt sleep much last night.
spent most of the night crying. woke up this moring eyes puffed up and red throat sore and i just cant be botherd got told you gonna put some make up on i thought NO i cant be botherd today just wanna curl up in a corner.
it was a sensitive and emoitional day for me yesterday and im not sure why.
but what set me off is that my bf and i went to bed last night its happend a few times he just says he is too tired for sex. like i said not the 1st time now im left feeling like he is going off me.and it kills me. he lay there asleep last night while i cried my heart out.
earlier in that day he was talking about this girl jess who we bought our new car off and saying she is a nice girl and wouldnt mind being friends with her. right so she is skinny blonde and prettier than me, i mean does he do this just to upset me,i really dont know. i cant help the way i look at the moment. i have a lot of health problems and still havent lost my belly from when i was pregnant. i put on a lot of weight. was a size 16 am now size 12-14.
and i was starting to feel good about myself until he said all this. am i really that repulsive to him?
i love this man with all my heart and we are supposed to be getting married. i never wanted to lose him but i think he is drifting from me i cant bear it.
i never felt so low in my life.
spent most of the night crying. woke up this moring eyes puffed up and red throat sore and i just cant be botherd got told you gonna put some make up on i thought NO i cant be botherd today just wanna curl up in a corner.
it was a sensitive and emoitional day for me yesterday and im not sure why.
but what set me off is that my bf and i went to bed last night its happend a few times he just says he is too tired for sex. like i said not the 1st time now im left feeling like he is going off me.and it kills me. he lay there asleep last night while i cried my heart out.
earlier in that day he was talking about this girl jess who we bought our new car off and saying she is a nice girl and wouldnt mind being friends with her. right so she is skinny blonde and prettier than me, i mean does he do this just to upset me,i really dont know. i cant help the way i look at the moment. i have a lot of health problems and still havent lost my belly from when i was pregnant. i put on a lot of weight. was a size 16 am now size 12-14.
and i was starting to feel good about myself until he said all this. am i really that repulsive to him?
i love this man with all my heart and we are supposed to be getting married. i never wanted to lose him but i think he is drifting from me i cant bear it.
i never felt so low in my life.
I GUESS IT IS BETTER HE YELLS YOU UP FRONT THEN KEEPING HIS FEELINGS TO HINSELF. I HOPE THINGS GET BETTER