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A sad day

bip1027
bip1027

I barely wanted to get out of bed i cried and just cried ...still crying my body feels weak from crying so much these past days my eyes burn and they are swollen more than normal i barely wana get up to use the bathroom not that im drinking enough water anyways....im terribly sad tears and just rolling down my face...idk why it feels like its getin worse my anxiety isnt helping either....i prayed and prayed i dont wana talk to my famuly they tell me its all in my head...the doctors want me to go back on my bipolar/ depression/ anxiety/ meds and the side effects are not good i dont want to be on meds ive done ect treatments tried so many meds...i never understood why i am the way i am and why i feel the way i feel .....why do this anymore? Nothing make sense i just wana sleep ....will it get better? I apologize for feeling si sad and worthless...i just needed to vent for a second.

billwfriend
billwfriend
Vent accepted vent your heart out here its safe place. Hugs feel better!
lucillegem
lucillegem
its okay, its okay to feel sad and need a cry
sending positive vibes
donttread
donttread
As others have said sad is OK. On the other hand you don't want to be assailed by this level of down often because it sounds painful. How about a counselor?
Are the side effcets of the meds worse than this? There are new meds all the time as well. For me it is about venting but almost always about positive action.
I wish I had better words of wisdom and I hope you feel better soon.
bip1027
bip1027
Thank you all for your kind words..im praying for better days..i apriciate you all and this forum.
Prycejosh1987
Prycejosh1987
You are not worthless because you have an opinion, you are entitled to it. You have to partly listen to your family, they are half right. They are telling it as it is at the same time, they need to show you more support. You are in the right frame of mind as in you understand everything that is happening well. Speak to a therapist.
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