Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I think there are things you can do to improve your situation. You said you 'don't have a life' and are 'not doing anything for' yourself. Right there are two things you can actually work on! A hobby or past-time would help fix both of those.
What kind of jobs are you looking for? Maybe there are volunteer opportunities in that field?