I just called my doc. and told her what was going on with me and she is now calling my pastor to talk to him. She perscribed tow sleeping pills, one is ambian and the other one I will take every night. I am scared because I don't like anyone knowing my business and now my pastor is going to want to talk to me and I don't want to. I like to appear to everyone that I have my sh*t together. I put up a front that everything is okay. My biggest fear is that they will try to put me in the hospital and I have no insurance. I also don't want to leave my kids with dh. I wish that I would have just kept my mouth shut and continued on.
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