i cant seem to make myself do anything right now. i have two paper's i have to write. one is a week late and i'm failing that class anyway's, and the other one isn't due yet but i think will be soon. i never went to my counselor cuz we had a two hour delay and i didn't want to drive 45 minutes away if i didn't know how the roads were up there and so i wasn't going ot go but then the desk lady called me and told he that our season was cancled cuz my counselor was sick anyway's but i was suppose to call her back and re schedule but i dont' wnat too. ugh i can't make myself do anything i need to. this guy i meet over the summer well we've started talking and i've basically told him i'd do everything but have sex with him. i don't even care about myself. ugh i hate life i just wish i was invisible or something.
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