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kayrl
kayrl
i cant seem to make myself do anything right now. i have two paper's i have to write. one is a week late and i'm failing that class anyway's, and the other one isn't due yet but i think will be soon. i never went to my counselor cuz we had a two hour delay and i didn't want to drive 45 minutes away if i didn't know how the roads were up there and so i wasn't going ot go but then the desk lady called me and told he that our season was cancled cuz my counselor was sick anyway's but i was suppose to call her back and re schedule but i dont' wnat too. ugh i can't make myself do anything i need to. this guy i meet over the summer well we've started talking and i've basically told him i'd do everything but have sex with him. i don't even care about myself. ugh i hate life i just wish i was invisible or something.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I know how u feel..I didnt do a thing today..was suppose to work but didnt cause I was having some major depression today..I can relate to the feeling of wanting to be invisible..thats becoming one of my biggest wishes right now
kayrl
kayrl
i've been liek this for like a week. i hate it. idk why i'm like this. i've been having nightmars about my abuse and idk, it's been weird
kayrl
kayrl
i'm just so tired and just want to sleep. i hate this world i hate my home why is it liek this? i wish i was smart that would make school easer so i wouldn't have to try and concintrate on that so much.
chelle37
chelle37
Sorry you're going through this. Nightmares about past abuse are horrible.
kayrl
kayrl
ugh i cant do this!
ChiTownBear
ChiTownBear
I get like that sometimes. I have put papers off until a few hours before they were due. It is hard to pull yourself out of it sometimes.

I wish I could tell you to do this or that and it will help, but some times there isnt anything you can do but get yourself to go through the motions and just make the call and set it up. YOu will feel better when you do.

As for this guy, I dont know what to say but be careful and slow down if you know that you are saying you would do things, that normally, you would not do.
kayrl
kayrl
this paper is a week late. ugh. it makes me so mad that it's so late and i'm failing that class. but it's history and i just can't make myself get into it. ya i know about the boy but i just can't help it it's like something in me takes over and idk what to do. i guess part of me doesn't really care what happends.
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