Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
I feel like I am drowning. Maybe I have been living in Alaska for too long and the long winter has gotten to me and all the battles about whether or not divorce is going to happen have gotten to me. My husband and I have had what I consider to be a toxic relationship. I do not feel suicidal. I am too exhausted to feel suicidal. It feels like my husband is lying to me all the time because of all the threats of divorce and what will happen once that happens because it does not get mention that much for it not to feel inevitable and I simply cannot find enough in me to trust him anymore. I don't know how to trust him. I have always had trust issues but he's always played mind games in my opinion so I am very lost :-(. but I at least need friends and support. I do not know where else to seek them but I think those with trust issues will understand the most :-)
I can simply say that I understand. I have HUGE trust issues as well.
Actually, well, whatever.
I just don't care anymore.
(((((((((HUGS)))))))
(((((((( Hugs )))))))))
Old Drake. I have seen your post and I truly do understand the position you are in. I do think there is happiness for you but the person not recognizing you are there might just have to realize you are not there and I can suggest you look for things that bring you happiness :-) . I think karma is punishing me for all my "wrong" deeds I regret due to very bad emotional problems. It is like paying a toll. But I am a believer in Karma. I let my emotions get the better of me in life and let the world and people's actions get to me. I am just trying to fight my way to overall happiness and I know I am a trustworthy person but if someone shows me they are not trustworthy I have a very hard time and i have retaliated against it the majority of my life to finally learn retaliating really does not solve anything :-( it is something I worked on daily and strive to succeed at on a daily basis. My previous marriage taught me this as well as my current one:-). Thanks for the support. ((((((HUGS))))))