Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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Fight._together 06/20/2018

I dont know where to start.. ugh i hate hate hate this feeling so much. i wish it would just stop! it hurts so much. i cant deal with it anymore. I am ready to die. like i feel like thats the only way to be happy. I feel the anger and i cant bare it much longer. I wanna leave. i cant do it. i dont feel strong anymore. i just dont. ive tried sooooo hard but i feel like im get no where at all. people said it would get better but no. it has not. its getting worst. Im normally good at hiding it and faking a smile but im starting to loose that touch. right now my mind is everywere i just feel like curling in a ball alone and crying. i know whats coming next but im scared. im trying to keep my mind away from that but eveything leads to that. i just dont know...

rcurtis1010 06/20/2018

I'm sorry youre having such a hard time right now love.. I will keep you in my prayers,, If youd like to message me, please do. Maybe we can chat a bit more in depth about what you are going through!

Lilly23 06/20/2018

Hi, I'm sorry you're feeling so bad. I understand how you feel as I feel that way myself. I'm not sure what I can do to offer any advice. Have you talked to your doctor, counselor or even gone to the ER to maybe do an inpatient program?

shadowlady 06/20/2018

Hi Sweetie,
I'm so very sorry You're feeling so finished. Believe me, killing yourself is not the answer. I've been in your shoes and wanted to end it too. As long as you're alive, you have a chance to make things better. If you die. NO MORE CHANCES EVER.
I'm going to pray for you as I close this. PM me any time.
God bless

SimpsonsOK 06/20/2018

Hope you will keep posting. Sometimes putting things into words can help. I began here reading lots of posts and replies, as there is not just support, but folks share the tools that have helped them. Healing and comforting hugs coming your way.

AnnieToman 06/21/2018

stop fighting the feeling, it comes from inside, fight the cause,, you never said what it was. it hard for me to tell you how to have it go away when i don't understand why its there in the first place, you must understand your self and know what you need, self introspection is highly needed in your case, maybe meditation could help, it has nice calming properties,, but really, the feelings happen for a reason , stop fighting and work on the cause

growingingrace 06/21/2018

sorry to hear that! I am not just saying it just to say. I truly am, when I have thoughts that make me doubt or start to confuse me, I immediately get with a family or friend. I try to distract those thoughts and my mentor will affirm me. See, entertaining those negative thoughts will only make us to spiral down and make it seem like we are losing control, have you reached out to anyone?

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