No No. You are not a loser.
If you need to go to the ER do so.

If you can have a quiet evening with a friend, then do so.

I hope that you get to feelign better.

You may PM me anytime.

I hate this feeling. I keep waiting on my tumor to kill me. But that can take years. My car is too safe. My friend has my shotgun. I guess rope is all I have left but Ill screw that up too. All my friends are too buys and too far to even visit. I know all too well. My wife left me, and now I have no reason to live. When I'm manic, I think I can win her back, but reality sets in and I know she is gone forever. I am so sorry I have no words of encouragement, but I know your pain.

Please don't hate yourself.
You are worth so much more.

Finally, I come to conclusion that its better not to know too much. Too many information about health cause panic, depression and many more mental illness.

Man, come on!!!!! Diabetes is treatable condition! I know many Type 1 and 2's and they live to the fullest man! They have more get up and go in one full day, than I have in an entire year man! 3 of them are sports pros! I have sh-- that has NO solutions man......so be proud, courageous, and press on!! You could be me....:(

I see you're still young and have many years ahead of you. I had depression for years before discovering it was down to the medication I was on. I'm now much better thanks to a change of medication. Don't give up hope, you'll find a solution to this depression, hopefully soon. Try to make sure you eat properly though, I know it's easy to neglect ourselves when we're at our lowest. Take care.

Hey Friend,

This is worth me repeating:

Man, come on!!!!! Diabetes is treatable condition! I know many Type 1 and 2's and they live to the fullest man! They have more get up and go in one full day, than I have in an entire year man! 3 of them are sports pros! I have sh-- that has NO solutions man......so be proud, courageous, and press on!! You could be me....:(

Several in my family have had diabetes. Once my father in law got it under control he lived with it very well for many years. My first boyfriend also had it. He had Type 1 and had many, many ups and downs with it. He is now 47, married with a couple kids. His life has many challenges, but he keeps moving forward. I hope the doctors find a routine and treatment that works for you and things start getting better.

sending love ,hugs and my best wishes xx

I know how you feel. I am at an all-time low as well. I always feel like such a loser too. I don't have any friends left. My job makes me feel even more pathetic because its just a 2 day a week part time thing. I can't even handle that much though. I have anxiety problems as well as depression and schizzo-affective disorder. All those contribute to my misery. I also have pre-diabetes. I agree with the others in saying that diabetes can be totally manageable. One thing is cutting back on the sugar, but that is very hard to do for a person in my situation. My depression makes cutting back on anything quite hard. I wish you better luck.