Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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Punkee 02/07/2008

im really close to cutting. im so sick of everything. between school and trying to keep up and my parents and my dad being an ass 90% of the time and just =/ everything. i feel like i cant breathe anymore. all i want to do is sleep cuz im so damn exhausted all the time. theres so much stuff i need to do and keep up on..i know. welcome to life. its a bitch. but i cant take it anymore. no, rubber bands arent workin. music is already playing. i dont want to call for help. i just want to talk =/
help me..please

Punkee 02/07/2008

=/ please? anyone?

chelle37 02/07/2008

((hugs)) hun, I'll talk with you.

deleted_user 02/07/2008

I know what you're feeling. I come home and all I do is sleep or just lie there on the couch as if someone took all the energy from me. Music for me only makes me cry more if that makes anymore sence, but don't cut. Being sick of everything is something that we all feel. It sucks and sometimes it feels like there could be an eaiser way out, but hold on, people will always be there for you, me included. Write anytime.

Punkee 02/07/2008

everything sucks. i really want to cut. i dont know how else to handle it. i know how many people i'll hurt if i do. especially those that i promised =/

Punkee 02/07/2008

music only makes me cry too =/
idk what to do. i really cant take this anymore =/

deleted_user 02/07/2008

I know how hard it is to stop the thoughts but please try. I may not know you too well, but here we're all trying to help each other . . . think about what you're doing. I know it hurts and that life seems like it's not worth living, but please hang in there and try talking to someone, a councilor to parent. It's hard to admit we have a problem, but what else do we have?

Punkee 02/07/2008

its not that its not worth living. i just wanna cut. because it hurts. so much. and im gonna hurt so many people if i do =/ but im hurting now. i dont know what to do.

deleted_user 02/07/2008

Sometimes I think we just have to fight through the pain and pray that there's a reason we did.

Punkee 02/07/2008

=/
im so. close.
and i dont want to.

deleted_user 02/08/2008

anytime you wanna talk you can always find me here, I'm happy to hear you vent and help anyway I can :) ((HUGS))

chelle37 02/08/2008

What triggered your feelings of wanting to cut hun? I know you said that your dad's being an ass, what's he doing to you? What's going on at school? It sounds like you're really overwhelmed with some things right now. It seems like you need a break.

Punkee 02/08/2008

today was such a bad day =/
i have a headache.
i feel like i might be sick.
nothing seems to go right.
i just. want. to let. it go.
and i only know of one how =/
i thought i gave that up. but aparently i didnt.
i dont want to do it again.

chelle37 02/08/2008

Is it nightime where you're at? It sounds like you're not feeling well physically right now. Maybe getting some rest would make you feel a bit better. I realize there's more going on than that, but it seems you're really overwhelmed right now and not feeling well.

Punkee 02/08/2008

i DO need a break. but i CANT.
i have to keep up in school. im cyber schooled. and im already behind. and i just feel like i cant do it.
if i were caught up, it might be easier. but getting there is so hard. i feel like a failure. i cant take a break..because i'd fall farther behind. then im really screwed.
i seriously dont feel like i can do it. but i dont want to go back to my old school. i love it being homeschooled like this. but between that and everything else. i cant do it =/

deleted_user 02/08/2008

take a walk or something. do you draw or write? find something that makes you happy plz. i totally undertand how you feel, i cut, but sometimes i dont. plz find something that takes your mind away from it. okay? huggies. or someone to talk to. nother hug for you. hey think of something that has happened in your life that made you really happy. :)

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