Hi,
I just needed to vent here for a minute or three. I am less depressed than I used to be, but still sometimes on a Saturday, I get really down. Two Saturdays ago, I lay in bed all day. Not good. I still rely on some meds, which helps.

This Saturday, I am injured, I had an XRay earlier this week, so I had to cancel my weekend trip. That was disappointing. Instead, I thought of going to a party, but one of the ppl. who goes to the parties pointed out that I seemed like I was left out. Now I am not motivated to go.

What was hard this week was that getting around was an issue at work with the injury, walking was a real problem, so my students decided to take all of the supplies on the desks and dump them in the back of the room. I could not clean it up. I was also not able to walk to the printer/copier. On top of this, there is a huge budget/shortage so that there is no more paper. When I sent the copies to another printer, I got a sort of nasty note on my desk while I was away at lunch complaining that I used up the ink. (it was an anonymous note). The screaming and complaining that goes on during lunch is epic. I feel like I can't get away. At the end of the day on a break, I was reading the news, and I got blocked so I wondered if I was in trouble for that. I guess this is my sob story. But I needed to talk about it.
thanks
orion