I think I am going to love ...lol ....I rote in my jurnal explaining ....why I was gone for so long .....one of the things was I had to get one of my meds changed it just wasent ..helping me. ...so ..as I went off that med they were putting me on a nother one ..over a three weak period ...and I am very sure it was to fast because I was going through with drawel .....symtomes ......so this new med...is doing a much better job .....I don't feel like crying ...I get up early ...I want to do things .....instead on just being in bed and on the couch ......I am doing my crosstiching ..starting a new painting ...and ...have ritin ..twenty new pages in my book ....even cleaning more .....but ...still not at the pace ..I think I can reach ...but I am not going to push it ...I don't want to go backwards .....I had a lot of angizity but that is easing up ....to ....but I am taking it slow in here to ....but any one who wants to message me I am answering my mesages .....thankyou ..all for being here ..for me ...when ever I realy needed you ...and for you suport and especualy your understanding ..it is aperceated ......take ..care ..everyone ....God bless ..you all