Sorry to post such negative thoughts. I have always hated sharing my thoughts . I don't want to bring anyone down with me. I am so alone though.

I think the trick is to WANT to get better. Then we can start doing it.

Get a good therapist.

Make a plan to get to a better place.

Then the hard work begins: following your plan.

I have been where you are now. Not believing I could get better and not having the energy or strength to even try. Then I found a medication that helped me. i have also had lots of therapy in the past. I would suggest you try the same.

These feelings are almost unbearable but they are temporary. Give yourself time and get some help to work through your thoughts. You don't have to put much energy into it, just take one small step at a time right now. You are definitely not worthless, and deserve to feel better.

Ditto to hit others say. It's difficult to feel that way. I hope and pray you can reach out to friend or relative or professional who can help you start the journey. We all have bad days even those of us who have tried to end our lives. If necessary call a suicide hotline. I pray that is nowhere in your thought process. You are important and have a purpose in this world only you can fulfill. You just need to get healthy enough to find it.

Better days are out there somewhere!

I feel like that sometimes, and have been there to often. The good news is, today is awesome for me, I'm not bragging here, I'm saying that even though today stinks, if you go on, and keep living, keep trying, that you will have the good days too, I hope you are able to rest

You need not apologize here. I suspect most if not all of us here at times feel very Broken. I t is a bad feeling to have and usually comes with feeling to tired to do anything, let alone something as challenging as trying to fix everything about yourself. I agree time will change how you feel and hope that happens soon. I find for myself, doing something for myself (small and easy) helps. Comparing yourself to others is not a good thing to do. If you feel bad, you feel bad. Others have nothing to do with it. Nor are you in any shape to judge yourself fairly. You have reached out so I think you want to go on. Please do what you need to to get help.

Please know your not alone chelepet. I feel broken too and without energy. Its a long journey but one step at a time.

Thank you for the posts everyone. I realize that everyone has their own journey and it's not easy for anyone. I am 43 year old mother to a 17 year old daughter and she is the only thing keeping me alive. I want her to have all the opportunities I never had and she is on her way. She is going to Interlochen school for the arts this summer majoring in saxophone and she has been accepted for her senior academic year. She won't be able to attend her senior year because of tuition but she will be able to go this summer.I am so proud of her. But yet I am struggling everyday to survive and I am just so tired. I have had a traumatic childhood and teenage years and I think they are catching up to me. Is it this hard for everyone?Am I just a wimp? I have such low self- esteem and have extreme social anxiety with major depression to top it off alcoholism and a history of drugs before my daughter. I have started seeing a therapist for suicidal feelings because I feel like someone is sitting on me and I can't breath. Sorry, I just had to vent. Believe me I know there are many people that are hurting and I have always wanted to reach out to people but can't get past my hate of myself.

I am so glad that you chose to post because I feel so worthless like my life has no purpose. I know this is not my true self and that the chemicals in my brain are doing a number on me! What keeps me going is my daughter as well. She has 3 tiny babies that I live for. I also live for my dog! Silly, I know, but I get so much love from her and she stays with me through the really low times making me feel a little safer from myself and my dark thoughts about offing myself. One day at a time and sometimes one minute. Thanks again for posting! All the best to you. Keep trying...never never give up!