It has been a really shitty month. 5 people I know of died and I found out a week ago that my brother has to have open heart surgery soon. The 5th death was my sweet Uncle Glenn last Thursday and I learned today that his sister - who I didn't know - died on Friday, 8 hours after he did. How weird is that? Anyway, I feel like I'm cursed lately with bad news and it's bugging the hell out of me. Scaring me really and also I'm worried I'm going to spiral down into a major depression. I came here for some comfort and just wanted you all to know how helpful it was to read various posts today. Just to know there are other people who get it and struggle with the same issues. Also to read the wonderful encouragement and support people provide here. It's truly inspiring - you are wonderful, amazing people. Thank you all for helping me today. I'm trying my damnedest to stay positive during all this gloom and doom, but it's not easy. I'm really hoping I get a reprieve from bad news for a bit to get my bearings. Peace to all of you.