I would like to thank anyone and everyone who has helped me out this weekend either by messaging me, responding to my discussions or journals, or just giving me a hug. I truly appreciate it with all my heart and soul and I do not know how I would have survived this weekend without all of you. I have promised myself that I will not harm myself in any way, shape or form. I also know that I need to be more open with how I am feeling with my psychologist, counselor, and parents; I am going to start with my counselor on Tuesday. I really need help right now so I am going to get all that I can. THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR JUST BEING HERE FOR ME! DS is truly amazing and supportive and I hope one day I can help one of you who have been there for me! Take care and God Bless!!