Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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BrooklynnMB 03/14/2014

I'm so angry at myself for leaving my fiance last July. I don't even want to live anymore

deleted_user 03/14/2014

You are still here, looking for hope. It was last July, so long ago, give yourself a break. If he didn't seek you back , you've made the right choice.
Direct this anger in you at something else- economical situation in the world, for ex.
Please stay, no need to add to the misery.

LuvMyTitans 03/14/2014

Even though I don't normally reply on posts like this because they are very triggering for me... I want to say if you are truly suicidal, PLEASE PLEASE call 911 or get to a hospital.. or call someone to come and be with you. PLEASE.

BrooklynnMB 03/14/2014

He was seeking me back until about mid November.

deleted_user 03/14/2014

Still, ages ago. Focuse on you getting better rather then dwelling in crappy past girl. There so much more out there. Don't just drop all the possibillities because of one slip up. If you'd live to see, you might regret if you didn't. It will pass- it always does.
You can still consider this option, but next time when life throws up at you not now.

gramybear 03/14/2014

It sounds like you haven't gone through all the stages of grief when we lose someone. Look up what those stages are, cross off the ones that you have dealt with, and then deal with the others so you can get on with your life. It's time for you to be happy again. Hugs GB

anneccleaver 03/14/2014

Keep in mind that new situations rise later when you are ready for them you have to be able to be open for different things first. It takes time to get over a person. Be extra cautious about how you think about yourself and your situation because chances are you are being way too hard on yourself.

kandeekandy733 03/20/2014

I am sorry you feel this way, but don't be angry with yourself, you did what was best for you cause there is always a reason why people break up.

ThePepperMan 03/20/2014

Do you regret not being engaged, or do you regret not being engaged to him?

He was looking for a reconciliation for several months, so there was a spark. It may help you to talk to him. He may have moved on, but you might find some solitude in talking to him, and apologizing if you feel you owe it to him.

Now you are in the position that you have to forgive yourself. Even if you don't think he will ever forgive you, YOU need to forgive YOU!

Gentle hugs as you navigate this very difficult time.

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